Our beautiful daughter Jessica was born in September 2011 with a severe heart defect called hypoplastic left heart syndrome. This was diagnosed at her 20 week scan and we were initially told that she was unlikely to be suitable for surgery. However, a pioneering in-utero operation at 28 weeks to enlarge a hole in her atrial septum was carried out and she was able to make it to term and get through her first open-heart surgery at just eight hours old. Jessica underwent five more surgeries during her life. Her final surgery - the Fontan procedure - took place in December 2017. She initially made a good recovery but sadly passed away suddenly on 14th April 2018 at the age of 6. This is the story of a little girl whose half a heart overflowed with love. She was, and will forever be, our little miracle and brought joy to all who knew her.

Monday 29 February 2016

An admission to hospital

After a good start to the year, it was a slight shock at the routine community nurse visit to discover that Jessica’s sats had dropped. They normally are around 80, but were down around 74-76. The cardiac liaison nurse wasn’t too concerned as Jessica seemed well otherwise and we decided that I would recheck them at home later and the community nurse would visit again in two weeks. The sats were back up when rechecked and all seemed well.


When the community nurse visited again at the end of last week, Jessica’s sats were down again, but she did have a cold and a slight cough which was a possible reason. Once again, after discussion with the cardiac liaison nurse, we decided that I would monitor them at home over the weekend and the nurse would call back today. Over the weekend, they picked up once more and when the nurse phoned me this morning, I reassured her that all seemed fine.


Ten minutes later, I received a phone call from Jessica’s preschool to say that she was quite subdued and looked blue, as though she had been playing outside in the cold and needed warming up – except she hadn’t wanted to go outside. I headed straight over and agreed that Jessica did look bluer than normal. In view of the reduced sats over the last couple of weeks, I called our community nurse and asked if we could come up to the ward and get Jessica checked over.



Open-access is a wonderful thing at times like this. Within an hour of preschool having called me, we were on the ward, with Jessica being given oxygen. She was also running a temperature, which thankfully has dropped since she had some paracetamol and so far has stayed down. She was a very brave girl while the doctors were taking blood from her (never an easy job and always requiring multiple attempts) and didn’t cry at all, bless her. She’s also coping well with having an oxygen mask on her face – helped, I think by the fact that Daddy sleeps with a CPAP mask on due to having sleep apnoea. Jessica keeps telling me that she has “a mask just like Daddy has” which has been very helpful when trying to make sure she keeps it on!


It’s hard for Sophie, bless her, who was quite happy to come and sit with Jessica for a while but then couldn’t understand why Mummy wasn’t coming home with her and Daddy – and hard for me too to have to be without one of my babies overnight. The plan for now is to continue to monitor Jessica overnight, hopefully try and get her back off the oxygen and if she spikes a temperature, to take blood cultures and start her on antibiotics if needed.

Hopefully we’ll be back home again as soon as possible. I’ll post another update in the next day or so.